creating the wedding video by Philip Tarlow

today was my day for fulfilling a promise made months ago, to put together a video of a friend’s wedding i videotaped. i’ve been running into a roadblock. my new imac keeps giving me a message that it has run out of memory and to quit any applications that are open. then imovie quits, and that kept repeating.

so i called the apple support team specializing in imovie issues and spent almost an hour with one of their knowledgeable experts. finally, she determined that the problem is likely not enough ram. i do have extra ram, which was recommended by b&h, where i purchased my new imac. so tomorrow morning i’ll install it, if i can figure out how, and see if that resoleves the issue. i’m so thrilled with my new imac, after 10 years of working on a 10 year old machine that was painfully slow, that i’m pretty relaxed about all these roadblocks.

i had planned on continuing my new series of creek inspired collages today, but i’m committed to getting this video completed before we travel to new mexico to visit our newly married friends.

preparing for my proposed greek retrospective by Philip Tarlow

i’m starting the process of searching through the drawings and paintings in my collection from my 1964-1979 greek period, in preparation for a proposed retrospective in museums in athens and andros. today i came across these 3 drawings from 1975. the first, on the lower left, is a drawing of greek writer vasilis vasilikos, best known as the author of the 1967 novel, Z. in the center below is a drawing of my favorite model, kyriakos. he was a street sweeper in the plaka neighborhood where my athens studio was located, and i made many drawings and paintings of him standing with his broom and looking out the window. and on the right, one of the many construction workers i drew and painted, apostolis.

it will make me extremely happy if i can manage, with help from my friends in greece, to put this retrospective together. greeks who know me from that period will be able to experience and remember the arc of my career in greece; the people and places i painted. and it will introduce younger greeks to a rich part of their cutlural history.

the works are in private, corporate and museum collection in greece, and with a little effort, can be located. i have a number of them in my personal collection here in colorado, which can be shipped to greece. i’m researching museums both in athens, where i lived with my wife & son, and andros, where we spent our summers in a large, beautiful home on the sea which belonged to my ex-wife’s grandmother.

a look back:

as a student, my idols were vermeer and his contemporaries, as well as bonnard and vuillard. at that time I was surrounded by the abstract expressionist world In nyc, and I began to seek an artistic scene that was more of a fit to my natural interests.

soon after my arrival in greece in 1963, i knew I had found my answer. i became fully immersed in the world of contemporary greek realist painting. within a year, I was fluent in modern greek. my main mentors in painting were my former mother in law, niki karagatsi and her dear friend since art school, yannis tsarouchis. i spent many hours in tsarouchis' studio in maroussi, just outside athens.  he often referred to me the spy, since I was always asking questions or just hanging out and observing his process. amongst other things, he introduced me to fayum portraits and spoke at length about his desire to bring the art of the east and west together in his art. 

1/10 and 1/11collages, and drawings from edwards by Philip Tarlow

1/19/20 BELOW are 2 collaes i made on 1/10 and 1/11, just before leaving on our trip.they are a next step in the evolution of this unexpected series. the series began as a way of avoidung unnecessary stress to my shoulder. it now looks like this may continue for at least another 3-4 weeks. the evolution, starting with plein air gouaches & oils created at the creek over the past decade, is clear. a simplification, or abstraction if you prefer, of the basic elements: rocks, rushing creek water, branches, are unchanging. employimg collage has given space for transitioning between calligraphic, gestural marks and cut out pieces of old oil palettes, notes, maps, newspaper, magazine images, ads and articles.

saturday, 1/18/20: we just returned from edwards and boulder/denver. as always, i made some drawings at h&h restaurant/coffee shop in edwards. i didn’t make as many as usual, but here they are:

k’s sky after todays work

sunday, 1/19/20: i had dental surgery yesterday morning in boulder. he added some bone graft to an implant that was acting up ,as well as more tissue. it seems to thiness of the tissue in that one spot was part of the problem. it required 2 or 3 stitches, and i didn’t think recovery would be a big deal. but it started swelling & throbbing, making me look like a chipmunk and feel like crap. so after my mentee k. came over to the studio to continue his latest sky, i came back to the house to apply ice & lie down.

k. is doing something very interesting. in his last painting (which he has already sold!) he focused on discreet areas of the composition, and when he finished one went on to the next. iin this one, he decided to take a different, overall approach.

revision to yesterdays collage and a new 1-10-20 collage by Philip Tarlow

2:16 PM: I made a change to yesterdays collage at the very end of the day.

1-10-20 collage

today I started a new one, which is more spare than yesterdays. there are currently 8, which I plan on framing or mounting on board. i’ll be making more, until I no longer have juice. they will be shown together, probably next summer. at some point when my shoulder has healed, i’m envisioning making a series of oils using what i’ve learned with these smaller works on paper. the challenge will be to retain the unexpected transitions provided by the collaging process. i’ve used collage on canvas in the past, but I wasn’t satisfied with the look of the final product; it seemed impossible to get it to be an even surface.

below are the two versions of yesterdays collage. if you look at the changes I made to the lower right portion, you’ll see a good example of what can be done in moments by using collaging. what was a map of Amsterdam became a grey rock with an interesting texture very quickly.

BELOW: yesterdays collage , with the updated version I did at the end of the day on the right.

1-8-20 collage tweaked and 1-9-20 new collage by Philip Tarlow

MY WORKSPACE TODAY

1/9/20 collage

2:14 PM: a little something was needed in the upper right corner of the collage I made yesterday. as well, I made a new one, much in the spirit of this new series thus far.

todays collage employs a section of a map of amsterdam as well as old paper palettes from paintings made in 2015. I labeled the palettes I saved, knowing i’d be using them at a later date. this particular one is form an ant Kate series painting titled parade. while making these collages there are several things i’m looking at and referring to. there are 3 photos of the icy creek I printed out, which help me discover the rhythm and distribution of the rocks, snow & ice in the creek. I switch up my materials, going from colored pencils & crayon and back to the collaged elements. I had been using gouache colors in the earlier collages, but lately it’s just pencils & crayons.

for anyone who is thrown or confused when they see the term abstract, if you take the time to explore my motion series, as well as the plein air paintings in oil & gouache that inspired them, you’ll get a clearer sense of how the reality we see is actually a series of forms in space, which our minds turn into something with familiar meaning.

BELOW: left is yesterdays collage before todays intervention; right: after. it works either way, really.

1/8/20 gouache/collage, 20.25x8.5" by Philip Tarlow

1/8/20 gouache/collage 20.25 x 8.5” on arches paper

1:10 PM: I arrived at my studio early today & was able to make another in this current series of gouache/collages. each successive one benefits from discoveries I made in the previous ones. and, looking back at older gouache/collages from a year or two ago, my feel for negative space has evolved dramatically. on our walks up to the stupa every other day, I observe how the layer of snow at the creek has created elegantly curved areas of white that interact with the exposed rocks, branches & water in a similar way to what you see here in todays piece.

i’ve been cutting out rock shapes re-purposing old paper palettes used years ago for oil paintings. they provide textures & colors otherwise impossible to create. matisse, always my idol, beautifully illustrated how to keep refining, simplifying and how less can be more.

ultimately, as he often noted, you develop a language of forms that allow you to play at a very high level. so that nothing is extraneous; all is essential.

it’s been a very long road, from the byzantine palette I developed during my 15 years in greece, to this brighter, more joyful palette. I feel that, in many ways, i’m just now finding my voice.

the rocks that were so much a part of my summers at camp in the berkshire hills (read about it here: https://www.philiptarlow.com/chatty-bio) now play a leading role in my imagery.

BELOW: top left: example of the negative spaces created by the snow, observed & photographed on our stupa walk yesterday. top right: example of a gouache collage from this past july. it’s an example of how, in earlier work, the composition has far less white space.

row 2: details of todays gouache/collage, where you can clearly see the rock shapes cut out of an old paper palette, which I discuss above.

1-7-20 gouache/collage by Philip Tarlow

1/7/20 gouache/collage 19 3/4 x 9 1/2”

1:59 PM: my shoulder injury has had a number of immediate effects upon my daily life. it’s slowly sinking in that I simply have to rest my shoulder and avoid any stress to it at all costs. onset of pain lets me know i’ve gone too far, and so, like an orchestra conductor, lets me know when to play più piano.

since that point last week, I have shifted my focus here in the studio to smaller works in gouache, colored pencil & crayon with collage on paper. todays piece is 19 3/4 x 9 1/2” like the previous two or three, it riffs on the rocks & water & motion series, and is influenced by the most recent sound of a flute series. the white of the paper is allowed to play a role in the composition equal to the drawn & collaged elements. in some cases that white space is dictated by a few printouts of photographs of the snowy creek, where the snow & ice create shapes that interact with the water & rocks.

and now for our afternoon walk up to tashi gomang stupa.

BELOW: 4 details

1/5-/20 gouache/collage by Philip Tarlow

1/5/20 gouache/collage 18 3/4 x 8 3/4”

2:30 PM: we have dinner guests tonight, so I made my ever improving brownies with walnuts before getting to work on a new gouache/collage. I think i’m being successful in keeping stress to my shoulder to a minimum with this new series of small (this one is 18 3/4 x 8 3/4”) gouache/collages. they are introducing a next stage aesthetic to my abstracted, painterly visions of the rock & water originally created painting plein air at the creek over more than a decade. lessons learned during my sound of a flute, taiga inspired series enter the picture as well. i’d say I am now always attuned to his unique way of observing and dividing up space into a river of lively, intelligent, musical marks.

the dark rock in the center, by the way, is a collaged cutout piece of paper palette saved from an oil painting I was doing sometime in the past 5 years.

fortunately, a few months ago when we were in the midst of cleaning up following the flood in my studio, mikela found a pile of foam core surfaces and another pile of arches paper. she suggested I cut the paper to the size of the boards & tape the sides, so that i’d have a bunch of gouache surfaces ready to go. so that’s what i’m using now, and when they run out, and if i’m still in the mood for this series, i’ll create more surfaces. it feels like a great luxury, not having each day to prepare a new surface, and to be able to simply choose one & start working. once I’m able to get back to painting in oil on canvas, I may try implementing that solution. i’d have to spend a couple of days just stretching canvases, but then i’d have a number to choose from & i’d be able to pick a size & shape & jump right in.

1/4/20/ gouache/collage by Philip Tarlow

10:46 AM: yesterday i made another gouache/collage. this one has far more white space, and is a loose, painterly abstracted take on my motion series of paintings and the pleine air creek painitngs that inspired them.

in the collaged segments are: pieces of a map and a scrap of note paper of undetermined origin, which was in my box of papers intended for use in collages. the rock shapes at the bottom are derived from various pieces of brown paper cut into rock shapes, glued to the white paper & then drawn & painted over. colored pencil & crayons have also been employed in the making of this piece.

1/3/20 gouache/collage by Philip Tarlow

4:51pm I’m back at the house but I forgot my laptop at the studio, so I’m experimenting with posting using the Squarespace app on my phone. let’s see if I can insert an image.
I started a new collage/gouache, using colored pencil & crayon as well. towards the end of the day, i laid a piece of tracing paper on top, using stick glue, but there are a few bubbles. i may do more tomorrow.

i find the rocks on the bottom especially beautiful.